When I look back at times when I was so down in my life. I have always been aftraid and thinking what it was I feared of. I realize how exaggerated I was over the pictures made by my fears. Sometimes ,the thought of being fear makes me believe that they are real but what makes it real is, I give them power on having a fearful thought . Now, I learned to have more power on myself and not my fear. I have to bring out the best of me and my family...

For almost 6 years working... I just lost my job last night. I can't imagine how can we survive with my family. Having kids who are still young the eldest is 5 years old and the youngest is 2 months old. I have sleepless nights thinking what will I do with this. But I thank Papa God for enlighting my mind and heart, and for giving me my wife who give my strenght and encourage me not to give up. I have to be strong and think positive. I know everything what's happening right now is a part of God's ultimate plan, the eventually I will become better person and father to my children.